Cinco de Mayo

It's amazing how much passion a person can have.
When someone sits on the cold ground listening to a gorgeous song, singing along and just breaks. She breaks into heavy flowing tears that drop down her cheeks like stones rolling down a mountian.
All because of a passion.
All because of a beautiful song.
All because of the knowing she could never be who she wants to be.
All because of the knowing she isn't good enough.
All because of the knowing she will never be able to do what she loves.
All because she knows she could never write anything to come to comparisson.
All because of a heart filled with passion.

I really don't care anymore

Hey people. I haven't written on here for a few days now, so here's just a quick little catch up on things since I've written.
1. My baton video audition went awesome.
2. I had a chorus concert that was amazing.
3. My mom took me to us cellular but we didn't buy any cells. :'(
4. Ate KFC. Yumm....
and
5. Had my sisters bridal shower.

So yepp, that's pretty much it. I have the most exciting life dont I?
Oh and I forgot to say something.

I absolutely hate my life right now. But I want anyone that happens to read this to know that it takes a hell of a lot to break me and when I do finally decide to write about it, I still won't be broken.

My amazing baton coach

I just wanted to give out a loving shout-out to my baton coach Abbey! She's so talented, can come up with moves and tricks on the spot to put in a routine and of course she's so pretty and just fun to hang with during our late night lessons. None of my twirling routines or auditions would be possible if I didn't have her!

Also, just wanna say I love Kelli, Allison and Emily! (Who are all also amazing twirlers)

Baton, bridal showers and my old best friend!

So, as I may have mentioned in an earlier post, I'm a baton twirler. I love to twirl and since next year I'm hoping to be the twirler with my school's marching band, I've been practicing for hours and hours every day and getting really serious about stuff. My friend, Melissa, is a twirler too. And she's great at it! But it's sad that she's not doing it with me next year because it would have been fun. But I'm still going to go out there and have a ginormously (idc if that's not a word, i have my own vocab) good time and rock it! (I'm super excited if you didn't realize!)
So for the past two weeks I have been wearing myself out practicing tricks, stunts, dance moves and two long routines for my audition. By Tuesday morning I have to have a video audition of me twirling and showing my band directors my routines while I pray I thrill them. ;) So, how long have I been practicing everyday? Anywhere from two to five hours. Some days I can only practice half an hour or an hour because of homework, projects and hanging with my friends.

Also this morning I had my sister's, Krysia, bridal shower. It was themed Breakfast at Tiffany's and it was so pretty. Everyone wore their best black dresses, pearls, high heels, and diamonds for the occasion. It was fun stressing out this morning about being late, mingling with people I just met, and of course dressing up and taking lots of pictures. Although, pictures outside with the bright bright sun shining in my eyes did nothing good for me. Overall it was fun and I can't wait for the wedding in June.

I'd also like to give a huge shout-out to my old best friend forever Hayley. It's her 15th birthday today so here I am saying "HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!" to an old, but always loved, best friend. <3

Long and boring days put you to sleep

Ugh. With less than six hours of sleep and a full day of school with a 3 hour play to go to tonight, you cannot blame me for wanting to take a nap so I don't fall asleep in the dark auditorium. (Although I don't think my friends are quiet enough to let that happen.)

Back to the cell situation, I can't get a new one until Sunday and maybe Monday or Tuesday. Hoping to get an awesome red blackberry but knowing my mom, it's gonna take quite a bit of begging and convincing. But idk. i'll be sure to let you know what I get!

Praying for a new cell

Hey people. I've had my cell phone for about.... 2 years and 4 months. It's just an old red razor and it's been through a lot. It's been dropped in the bathtub, accidently thrown across the room... kinda.... and it has cracks in the screens and scrathes all over it. So my plan was up in the end of December of 2009. So I was really hoping to get a new cell for christmas or my birthday a few days later. But did that happen? Of course not. So now that my cell is being completely stupid and old I think I can finally go pick out a new one. I mean, I love my cell, like I said it's been through a lot and I use my cell so much. Especially since I have two awesome older sisters and when my patents don't want to call them to ask them something, because they can get kinda lazy, they just have me text them. So I text them a lot and I text a whole bunch of my friends. I hate calling my friends to talk unless their Leigh Ann or Melissa. I only use my cell to call my mom and dad, cuz I can't text them, or other family members.
So pretty much I'm praying for a new cell soon so I can continue talking to all my friends and so I'm not stuck with a 28 month old phone.